Thursday, December 4, 2008

Prietenului meu Jim



Ne-am cunoscut asa, din intamplare, intr-o perioada din viata mea in care aveam nevoie foarte mare de un sprijin, de un sfat, de intelegere, de cineva cu mai multa experienta de viata decat mine care sa-mi trezesca speranta adormita, ambitia, rabdarea si puterea de lupta…
Nu stiu cum se intampla cu altii dar cu mine lucrurile stau in felul urmator:
de fiecare data cand ma simt neputincioasa, depresiva sau nefericita, cand am impresia ca nimic nu mai are logica in viata mea ca sunt un nimeni si ratacesc aiurea pe cararile incurcate ale lumii, se gaseste cineva, sau cel putin o situatie care sa-mi dea o lectie destul de dura dar suficient de realista incat sa ma faca sa-mi revin, sa devin din nou constienta de ceea ce sunt, de cat de fericita ar trebui sa fiu pentru ceea ce am, ce simt sau ce gandesc…
Nu pot sa neg, da, sunt intr-adevar o persoana usor prea sensibila, si poate din cauza asta am foarte mult de suferit…
Imi doream dintotdeauna sa fiu si eu ca toata lumea, Jim m-a ajutat sa ma inteleg, sa ma descopar, sa gasesc fericirea dincolo de lucruri cotidiene, materialiste, exterioare… fericirea din adancul sufletului, sa realizez ca sa fii asa in felul tau e un lucru minunat...
“...try not to be sad! You have so much to give to the world and the world has many wonderful things waiting for you. I could be sad if I wanted but I have learned to overcome sadness, at leastmost of the time. I too do have moments of sadness but they are short lived.I have learned that all happiness comes from within our self. I have learned that we are all connected with all life and that we are One. Time and space can not come between any of us unless we believe that it does. You can be happy simply by going places in your heart or" in spirit"( both are the same). When you are sad, quiet your mind and go to a place where you where you are happy and can laugh. Come with me and go fishing along the river or walk by the ocean. Walk on the streets of Portsmouth and talk to me about your dreams. Or go to some beautiful place where you can just be with nature and be one with all life.I spend most all of my time alone, I do not go out often becauseI have few people that I know think as I do but I have found that this is O.K.. Like you, I have a family who love me and I love them, I enjoy good health and I know thatI have a good spirit and each day I try to grow in spirit by learning to become more connected to my higher self. You should read more about the spirit and our connection with all life.Each day you should give thanks for your many blessings. Give thanks for your good heart and spirit. Give thanks for the friends and familythat you have , for the fact that you have a goodmind and give thanks for the wonderful life that lies ahead for you! You need not be sad because of where you are located on this earth.The problems over here are many and there are much worse problems in other countries then in your country or this country. Learn to let your spiritual self see who you are each day. You do this by loving all things and all people for we are all children of God, hear to learn how to live. There are many people in this world who are spiritually ill, they are in pain and have not found their higher self and because of this they are hurting others and living with much suffering. This is life but one day all people will learn to live happily in the universe and will learn to love and care for all living things that make up this earth. In the meantime we must each try to learn how to do these things in our own heart. It takes work to be happy. We must learn about our self and we mustun learn things that we were taught but are not true, things that keep us apart and limit us. We have no limits, only the ones that we put upon ourselves...”

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Povestea oricui



Nu prea am avut timp in ultima vreme sa ma las purtata pe aripile inspiratiei, asa ca de 1 decembrie m-am hotarat: azi vreau sa zbor.
M-am gandit ca exista o poveste la tot ce se vede dar mai ales la tot ce nu se vede, si am purces la drum. M-am inarmat cu o ciocolata poiana, alba aerata, cu un play list atent selectat de mine, la ascultarea caruia copii mici ar putea cu usurinta sa adoarma, am incuiat usa la camera, am tras draperiile, sa nu ma intimideze prea multa lumina ce se chinuia sa-mi intre in camera prin geamul mare, am conectat calculatorul la sursa de curent, ca sa nu am surprize pe parcursul calatoriei si m-am apucat de cautat povesti…

Povestea ploii: eram intr-o seara de noiembrie
Povestea infinitului: nu stiu cine m-a creat dar stiu ca nu am sa mor niciodata
Povestea succesului: sunt dependent intotdeauna de ceva
Povestea iubirii: apar din senin si dispar pe neobservate
Povestea gandului: n-am nevoie niciodata de cheie de acces
Povestea suferintei: timpul imi este cel mai mare dusman
Povestea rasaritului: niciodata nu sunt toti cei care ma vad si astazi
Povestea singuratatii: nu vin niciodata singura sau vin intotdeauna insotita
Povestea timpului: nu am fost licentiat in medicina
Povestea fericirii: sunt contagioasa, doar uneori
Povestea culorii: sunt albastra cand vreau sa fiu cer senin
Povestea trecutului: am puterea sa schimb tot ce urmeaza, niciodata pe mine
Povestea scrisorii: mi-am pierdut din importanta
Povestea naturii: as vrea sa fiu lasata in pace
Povestea norocului: incep sa nu mai fiu chiar atat de orb
Povestea sexului: sunt uneori si matrimonial
Povestea sperantei: mor uneori inainte sa ma nasc
Povestea asteptarii: pot trai o saptamana dar uneori o viata de om
Povestea ochilor: putem sa privim fara sa vedem sau sa vedem fara sa privim
Povestea frunzelor: ne intrebam daca exista sau nu reincarnare
Povestea zilelor: ne jucam de-a prinselea de cand ne stim
Povestea sentimentului: ma nasc in orice circumstante
Povestea respectului: mi-ar placea sa cred ca mai exist
Povestea povestii: exista o poveste pentru orice